HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

Saturday, August 12, 2006
haiz

i'm so damned pissed today, i got cheated!!!!! my account can considered hack i guess, watever, shall not reveal too much, later the person see my post then he or she will know that i'm talking bout he or she, hahahax i'm not that dumb lolx

waaaa, dunno why i'm such in a bad mood today, so sucky, aaarrrrggghhhhhh

mood swings?

rrrraaarrrggghhhh

sorry, haiz, paiseh, dun get pissed hor, hahahax sorry if i offended anyone, sincerely sorry!!! *kowtow* sorry!!!

lolx pls forgive me, lolx, hhahahax if i did anything wrong to anyone in the past

haiz, i'm really weird today

i din answer SMSes today

din answer pple's calls

got scolded again today in piano

haiz, i'm seriously bad at listening stuff, and feeling the music, haizzzzz i just dont know why, cant try too hard also, or else that won't be really appreciating or enjoying music, everything is just so crappy for me

haizzzz, my mother ask me to look on the bright side, lolx maybe i'm becoming more and more and more (X1000000000) pessimistic every second, i dunno why i feel so whacked out today, haiz, so frustrated so just broke down today at night, after the scoldings and lecturings during piano lesson, and the rest of the day, plus failing 3 tests all of a sudden, very bad mood, haizzzzzz my heart breaking liaoz

i have to change my bed position also, considering that the fengshui for my bed position this year is bad, so i keep falling sick for the whole year, i don't know whether it's true anot, hahax, my mother told me, but i lazy to move leh, my things are so messy, and i have to move this GIGANTIC cupboard also, haizzz, i can't take it anymore, i'm just too lazy, haizzz

i think i should seriously go for a run tomorrow, i'm going to die of some chronic disease considering how lazy i am, lolx haiz i'm looking on the bad side of life again, haizzzzzz just my habit to do that, that's why i'm so sucky, see again, looking on the bad side again, haizzzzzz

ok, shall think of Star more often, my doggy gives me more courage, lolx maybe because he can't talk or scold me, hahahax, and dogs are loyal too, they aren't called "men's best friend" for nothing, lolx, he's my best friend. i can't imagine the day if he passes away or i don't get to be with him anymore, i think i'll just sit in one corner and just let myself rot, i can't stand a day without being with Star, i think i'm seriously becoming too attached to him alrdy, haizzz, imagine what will happen to me in like 10years down the road, and Star will get older, and dogs don't have that long a lifetime, most probably i have to send him off first to like his grave or something, CHOI (touchwood!) if that ever happens, i dont know what i'm going to do, i think i'm going to....... i don't know, seriously, like maybe die too, too depressed, haizzzz

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